The twinges and beginning symptoms of last week seem to have more-or-less faded. (Sure, I'm a little nauseous every now and then, but then again Metformin will do that to you. And yes, there's a little cramping, but it's intermittent and, anyway, who knows what that is.) I am feeling a little discouraged at the moment. Blue-ish, if you will.
I wish I could test before Sunday, but Sylvia and I agreed on Sunday and she said she'd be upset if I tested without telling her (yes, I asked). I don't want to put her through any unnecessary stress, but testing on Saturday (13dpo/IUI) would relieve some of my anxiety-- if it were negative, I could start preparing myself for our official tests on Sunday (hpt) and Monday (beta), and if it were positive (even faintly so), I could start relaxing into the possibility of Yes.
I know I wasn't supposed to get my hopes up this first cycle, but that ship sailed a loooong time ago.
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